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Thursday, December 22, 2005


On that night you said to me

Alright. I haven't been blogging. So here I am. Worked on Monday & Tuesday. :) Left around 3.45pm to fetch Allan, Valerie, Pearlyn & Nat. Did I mentiont that they went Japan a week ago? I think I didn't. Hm, so we went to fetch them. Nat really changed hell lots & she grewwwww.. fatter. Hahahah. She went around screaming 'I'm 20kg! I'm 20kg!'. (If you don't know, she's 8 this yr & she's only 20kg. Rhys, my nephew, of the same age as Nat is twice as heavy as Nat. He's 40kg.) Valerie wasn't feeling well. So Aunty Alex came to fetch her after that.

Allan showed me all the photographs & video. The snow looked so peaceful! :D It's so pure & white. I want to be in Japan nawwwww. They went skiing too! Nat skied really well. :D Shge's the daring sort so she's a-okay with that. Pearlyn don't dare, she went on walking instead. I want to goooooooo! They went DisneyLand, too. Bought like millions & millions of keychains. But it's uber nice! Let me be at Japan now, this minute!! I like the glowing pen. You write with the pen then you use the light to shine, then you'll see the message. So cute! I like the lunchbox. Yknow Jap kids bring really cute lunch boxes to school. & it's like the design of Donald Duck. So cute! (How I wish I was born in Japan) There's DisneySea, & Hello Kitty Land/World. But they didn't go 'cos it's an hour ride from their place. They made snowmen, & it looked really weirddddd. A damn tiny one. Hahah!

Okay, enough of that. It's making me wanna fly right to Japan now. I'm having breakfast now. Auntie made for me. :D She's damn nice la. Hahah. (I swear I'm gonna have tummyaches later, I can't eat breakfast la.)

I skipped work yesterday. I went to do my hair. :D Straighten it a lil 'cos it's getting dryyy. :\ I'm gonna skip work tday too. Going shopping with Qiaos later on. :DD My latest skin got 403 downloads. :D & 6 people consider it as a fav. :) YAY! Thankyou babes, I love yall. :D


Prunella did this for me. <3>

Mom changed the curtains. :D


My room.

The study.


[Edited : 11.06am]
I swear this piece of shit is killing me. Mom's a horror. Dad's a worse one. Gruesome. Both bloody monsters are just.. Okay, how 'bout considering taking my life away so you'll have just one & only lovely daughter (oh, like how much you adore her) who scores 48/100 for maths when she's like what, primary three? HAWHAWHAW I'm sure I did so much better than she did, NOT LYING. But yet, two fugly monsters adoreeee her like madness, like she's the queen. 'Cos now that she knows that the two monsters love her like madess, she take advantage. Yeah & now in their lives, I'm like their worst nightmare. I'm sorry but I can't help being the ONE & ONLY thing in your life that isn't perfect. Yeahyeahyeah you can go on & say how perfect that imp is even thought she failed her maths. What did you comment when I scored 49.5/50 for my science three years back? What did you comment when I was in the top 5 three years back? & what did I get? Nothing, when before the exams started you promised to buy me that limited edition molopoly(i dont want it now, but i wanna mention). & that imp? she fucking failed her maths & you get her a gameboy advance sp! fuckshit, like she's your only daughter & I'm like your what, slave? Two weeks ago, she went over to aunt's place to stayover 'cos she got class in the morning. What kinda fuck you told me? You wanted to say you find it heartbreaking to see her staying there & she's not with you, right? HAHAHA GOTCHA! I hit on you, I really did. I knew what you wanted to say just that you don't wanna spell it out. Out with those shit, bitch. I'm done with it man. I'm not the only one who feel that you're being ohsofuckingbiased. So does Aunt, Pamela & Sally. It's because it's damn obvious that you're siding her all the time. She's away for 5mins & there you go asking me where is she & all. I hate this. I feel as though I don't belong here. Yeah maybe I don't. Like what dad always say, 'she's from the bin'. I always wanna to tell you, yeah i do agree with that. :\ Why not put me in the orphanage or find me a guardian? Someone to take me in? ):
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I'm going to the Children's Home tonight.

[/Edited 11.27am]



REPLIES! <3
prunella, hey prunella :) talk soon talk soon!! xD
natasha, haha you see your name!! (retarded)
ting, i'll link you up! <3 nice site btw (:
kriss, haha, cycling is fun right. :D yay!
miss lio, GOOD MORNING MISS LIOOOOOO. :D we'll talk soon otehhh! xD Wish you holy molly jolly merry christmas! <3


It's been a long long journey.
<3,



8:44 AM
Mend this broken thing./
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